The Happy Post

I live in Belgium and for that amount you get a average sized house. But yes, me and my husband both work and it's going to be a serious chunk out of our budget..
The house?
Well.. look for yourself..

 

Well it is really pretty there...

 

Ooh, where exactly? I can come and stalk you!

 

In Belgium, pretty scenery looks at stalks you!

 

Belgium is pretty boring- at least in the area where RedRaven and I live.

 

I got a new book.

 

I'm going to see despicable me with some swim friends today

 

For the first time in a month or two, I actually had a good night's sleep. I got to bed before 4AM and woke up after 10AM (a total of 7.5 hours overall), and I only woke up once in between.

Sweet, sweet REM.

 

Grats on your sleep, Mercurial.

I started a time line for a story I'm working on. And I only intended to enter a couple of points to begin with, but it just kept expanding of its own accord. So I'm happy about what I ended up with.

 

I tie dyed today. I did a total of 10 t-shirts, 3 pairs of panties (yeehaw), a dress and some fabric square for a quilt I'm working on. My body hurts, but I'm really proud of what I accomplished today. I'm already wearing 2 items! I look GOOOOOOOD!

 

Despicable me was suuuuuuuuuuuuuuper good

 

I finally see the light at the end of this whole mess with my friend. If you want the full story, look back some pages in the Not Happy Post.

I told her, unaware she would actually reply or read it anytime soon, that tomorrow I had planned to make up my mind whether or not I was going to leave those boards. She actually replied and her response scared me a bit and I made a rash decision and announced my leave. But after I did, I noticed a second reply from her. I was becoming more and more convinced that our friendship had ended and I was chasing after nothing. She confirmed that she didn't plan to cut me off forever... she was still p!ssed at me(For very good reasons) but I now think I will be able to salvage this friendship.

Of course I quickly realized that I had no reason nor desire to actually leave those boards and recanted. It was a new record too. I have been in many communities and told myself I was going to leave(couple hours, maybe a day and I was back)

Now of course I feel maybe she thinks this whole thing was a stupid stunt to get her attention and get her to talk to me. I tried explaining that this wasn't the case(hopefully she was thinking this and I didn't plant the seeds)

I don't expect her to contact me any time soon. I made her feel as if the reasons I was leaving was because of her. Which in all honesty? They were not. No I was ashamed of what I had done what I did to her. I thought I had truly failed her and I was ashamed.

Anyways. While I may have inadvertantly made this whole thing alot worse(why do I keep doing this?!?! I mean I should have just kept my yap shut about leaving. No I just had to go in and make it worse!)

However I am going to be an optimist here. First thing I have actually really felt optimistic about anything in quite awhile. Long before this whole mess with my friend too.

Of course come tomorrow when its back to the Silent Treatment I will be right back to being Mr. Pessimist.

So... yeah I am happy because I can finally see the end of this mess.

I think.

Well yeah. I am keeping my positive view on this as long as I can.

Thank you for continuingly listen to the Drama of my Life.

 

To continue the the subject from the Not Happy Thread:

Spoiler

The man who is responsible for what happened to Susie has been arrested and has admitted the incident, although he claims it was consensual.

His birthday is the 24th of July. I hope he's having a ****ing memorable day.

 

>>> lavarian.
I've once heard that Belgium is where the pretty women live..

>>> Lydia
It's in Zelzate.. A little further from your hometown, but still not too far away. I'm a bit tired of Moerbeke.. now we go live somewhere where it's quieter still But that yard just calls for loud BBQ's and party's

 

Yeah, I heard. I know of some beautiful sights in Sint-Niklaas specifically.

 

Maybe his fellow inmates will throw him a birthday party. with the traditional spanking - one for every year, and one to grow by!

 

Oh christ, where's the sick bag?! What a cad.

 

Well, there is a school tradition here in the U.K. called "Birthday Beats". Usually, they're light and applied to the arm. However, in this case I'm happy to make an exception.

 

I'm going shopping today.

And... I'm wearing blue nailpolish on one nail!

Edit: And hearing my little sister pronounce 'smoothie' as 'smooshie' makes me giggle.

 

Ha! I can totally picture you doing the same thing.

I'm happy because I'm going to rock out tonight with the guys again. It's gonna be sweet!

Gonna jam out on I Never Loved You for 45 minutes again! (Maybe)

 

I hope you continue to be able to see the bright side of things. I'm sure she just needs a little space to calm down, but everything will be ok!

Such a beautiful thing. I'm glad he got what he deserved.

Have fun shopping! I was wearing blue nail polish on just one nail, too, but that was because it was all old and chipped...so I scratched it all off.

Have fun, Rob! That's awesome!

I'm happy because today is my day off, then I work Sunday and Monday morning, and come Monday afternoon, I'm going back to Arizona to visit my family! Yay!

 

It's raining today! That makes me happy! Even if it is just sprinkles....it's still rain!

 

Haha I got caught out in a thunderstorm with Ray last night. It's a wonder we didn't get struck by lightening (we were in the middle of a big field...), but it made me happy too. The rain is real nice sometimes.

 

I live in Albuquerque....we NEVER get rain, so when it does, it's AWESOME!

And wouldn't ya know it....I got the car washed this morning!

 

I have zucchini bread baking in my oven as I type.