The not happy thread

Soundgarden is headlining lollapalooza in Chicago.
Unfortunately, I'm not interested in any of the other musicians there and you have to buy tickets for the whole festival, which is too expensive to just see one band.
I hope they tour on their own as well...

 

^ I like Soundgarden, so that really sucks. Don't they realize they can sell more tickets by doing it as single concerts (probably)?

 

Am I or am I not a 21-year-old grown adult? So why is it that my mother is refusing to allow me to go up to Ikea with the car and buy myself a new bookcase for my room when I've run out of room for new books? It's my room, damn it, my own space. It shouldn't be down to her what I want to do in relation to the furniture if I'm funding it!

The result of this is a large pile of books building up in a corner she says I'm to get rid of. Philistine of a woman.

 

I need a bookcase too, as I also have the massive piles of books. Mine are in boxes around my room, aswell as stacked on top of the wardrobe

Mums are so overpowering about their homes. She should probably remember that you're a responsible guy, and that you aren't going to turn the place upside down by adding a bookcase.

I think it's a control thing. My mum's the same, and sometimes I think she just kicks up a fuss as a natural reaction - she's said 'NO!' to everything so many times, that it just comes on impulse now.

I say do it anyway. You're right - you're an adult, and it's your personal space. It's not like you don't need the thing.

 

I've got most of my crap in storage right now. I feel like a hobo, like I'm just not wanted here. When my unemployment money comes in I'm gonna try to get out of here, anywhere but here.

I don't feel like I belong anywhere anymore, I don't know where home is but it's not here. Maybe I should travel like the guy in Kung Fu, or the Road Warrior...or Conan!

 

I've been really snappish and argumentative of late. Though my family (especially my brother) have been irritating as hell lately, I'm still being a little unreasonable. I've been reacting to literally everything. Basically I've just been a huge bitch for the last few days and I legitimately can't help it, I can't seem to relax and calm down at all. Hopefully this passes soon.

I blame PMS

 

Proximity to Maddening Siblings?

 

definately

(lol thats a really good one!)

 

I am not happy beacuse I'm nervous Conan won't finish well in the poll. He's currently at 5th place (I would really appreciate it if you all voted for him in Time's 100 Most Influential ), but hopefully since his tour kicks off in 4 days, there'll be an influx of votes and passion that will keep him as a solid frontrunner.

I just really want him to finish in the top 10 (preferably top 5 but I will definitely be overjoyed with top 10) and get in the mag and hopefully on the cover. Hopefully the tour will help him out in votes. I'm praying for it.

 

I am feeling very...down...today. I keep randomly crying. Ah...depression.

 

That right there is one of the biggest reasons I wanted to move out of Joel's mom's house.

I have extra bookcases! If you guys want to come visit me, I'll give them to you.

We have a spare room! It's full of stuff right now, but if you wanted to move in, I would clean it out for you!

*hugs*

You've been plenty nice to me!

I'll vote for him.

I'm sorry, Mina!!!! *GIANT HUGS!*

 

Yay, thanks hidden!!!!

 

I've been home for one day and already I can remember why I left in the first place. Every conversation with my mother I have had in the last 24 hours has ben about how much of a failure I am. Even worse is that last night I hung out with the same friends I have done for the last week and when I saw one of them talking to someone they'd just met like a normal human being for some reason I experienced the kind of fury and jealousy usually reserved for when the killings begin. (That last part was a joke.)

I can't believe I'm acting this way towards my own friends over things that are so minute that I wouldn't care about them normally.

Either I'm spiralling into depression or I'm the first member of the male species to discover PMT.

 

Lately a couple of us it seems have been feeling this way, maybe it's just time to be emo, it's okay, we all have to vent sometime. I had a crisis to day too, just remember that parents can be overbearing wretches and while they love us often say hurtful and foolish things like anyone else.

 

I'm worried again. My boyfriend had to go home early from work because he said he had a 'massive aura', indicating a possible simple partial seizure had taken place. I don't understand why they're happening so often to him now, he never used to have them this frequently. I want him to go back to the neurologist but himself and his Mum are reluctant. Frustrating to see someone you care about suffer and there's nothing you can do about it.

 

^ I feel so sorry for him Zoe. Ever since I saw my friend have one in class at uni, it's given me a whole new outlook. It's one of those illnesses that I had no real knowledge of until I witnessed it first hand. I hope he does the smart thing, and gets it checked out.

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I can't stand periods, I really can't. Today I have a raging headache, aching tummy, and aching legs. I can't be bothered to do anything, even though the sun's out for the first time in god knows how long in the UK.

Last week I was crying, angry, bloated.

I know all girls have to go through this, but some of them get it easy. I feel no shame in complaining for a good two weeks of the month about this horrible fricken thing.

I want chocolate

 

Try a painkiller instead... and don't kill anyone

 

Ah, parents. Parents, parents, parents.

I've just about had it with living at home. These last two months are going to take forever.

 

Good idea

AND my bf is coming round tonight, having been away from me for two weeks whilst he did work experience and went away with his family.

So I get to look and feel my worst when I greet him....Lucky Matt!

 

I'm sorry, Xe. It can't be easy listening to your mom talk to you like that. Hopefully things turn around soon for you!

I really hope he and his mom change their mind and decide to go baack to the neurologist. It may turn out to be nothing serious, but better safe than sorry!

Poor Ashleigh.

At least there's an end in sight! Hang in there until you finally get to move out!

 

My friend...who is younger than me...only 19 years old had a HEART ATTACK. It blows my mind. Looks like he'll be okay, but holy **** that freaks me out. He was having tons of caffine before though like 2 of those Rockstar / Monster Energy drinks a day with coffee on top of that.

 

God!! I hope he's ok. And that he stops drinking so much caffeine!

 

Oh my god!

So did he have a heart problem, or was it all down to the caffeine? I hope he gets better soon...he's lucky to have made it through!

 

OMG thats scary!!! Happy he's going to be ok at least... sure reminds us how short life is

 

Today sucks...

at work. I have to write about it get it out of my system so I can leave it behind me. I had to do a project every friday. I started the project then you have to add up some 50 or so tallies and then send it to different people. Anyway, I finished it and started add them up and it got all screwed up. I felt like such an idiot that I had to walk away for a minute. I did something else and came back to it. I tried to use my calculator on computer but I kept messing up with that up. So it tried to add it all up with the calculator and the keyboard and that seemed to work but then I kept coming up with the wrong numbers....ahhhhhhhhhh. By then I was so pissed at myself that I felt that if I just had a knife in my hand I could just plunge it into my heart. Ahhhhhhhhh....I got the numbers so I sent it it was way off. So I forced myself to do the calculations over and over and over again until I got used to the feel of it and finally came up with the same numbers. I had to let my supervisor know that I had come up with the wrong numbers so she said she had to talk to her supervisor and get back to me.
This day sucksss so much...right about now I hate myself.