The not happy thread

I'm going to nerdrage on everyone, very, very soon. Sarcastic, bitter Livi is making a good show of staying around. I haven't de-stressed and taken time to myself in over three weeks now, and the recent crap I've had to deal with this guy is enough to make me throw my hands in the air and delete his number. UGH.

 

I feel super sick today, and I have to spend the weekend finishing up two final papers and studying for final exams. ugghhhhh.

 

Ouch, that sucks, I feel your pain. The same happened to me last year, but because I got a doctor's note I could postpone my exams. Feel better soon!

 

I just ate fast food and now I feel like a giant sack of crap!

 

LOL, for a good solid week I was working out and eating kinda healthy, last week my cycle got disrupted and I actually ran and performed poorer than the first week-no progress

Then I blew it yesterday by getting crazy stupid drunk and eating crappy fast food. Blah, I ruined in a night what took me a week

 

I'm sad (and angry) because my stepdad is cynical all the time and purposely makes fun of and disagrees with everything I like. I'll be watching Ferguson or Conan or listening to The Beatles or doing something I like, and he'll interject some mean comment or action.

"For the record, I hate cynicism, it's my least favorite quality and it doesn't lead anywhere." ~Conan O'Brien

I agree with that and try to live by that, but apparently my stepdad doesn't care.

 

My dad is the same way, I think he does it to be funny. I wouldn't go to hell over a pet peeve especially when he probably means well.



I drank eight 24 ouncers last night and have the urge to get at least three today but don't want to walk the three miles to the store. (But as I typed that, saved, as I remembered the half of Coors in the fridge.

 

my laptop died 2 nights ago now and I can't afford a new one for around a month. I got Dan a tiny little one and it is a pita. Cost $350. So I won't be around very much at all cause I have no compute3r anymore.

 

so sorry Torana, what's wrong with it? It might be a quick fix?

I'm being nosy because I'm training to be an IT technician and there are tricks to the trade

it might just be something simple...I hope

 

I know the feeling Tor, was pretty much computerless for a few months.

Had one of those Netbooks. It was painful. Still have it sitting around.

If you want another netbook, just pop a PM

 

Sorry, Tor. I tried to go computerless--my record is 3 days. :redface:

I'm unhappy--or rather puzzled--because I invited 2 friends over, and we were hanging out, and then they called a friend (who I don't know) and while I was playing with my siblings, they walked off with him (yet left their stuff behind) as a joke, and they haven't come back. My best friend is lost out in the night.

 

I think I caught the cold that is going through the All Shook Up cast.

 

Oh, that sucks, Gigi. You should hide the stuff they left behind as a joke. *hugs*

Carmina: Lots of sleep always cures me of most everything.

Because I am now the sole guardian of a 13-year-old brother for the next 5 weeks, I can't stay out late with friends. Although, that's not as bad as being computerless--sorry about that, Torana.

 

I've been sick for a week and a half. This is really what I need happening right now. Thanks...

 

This is a minor bitch but

OH MY GOD

I found the most cute vintage dress, and I met all the measurements except for bust. Every single time I find something perfect, my abnormally large breasts end up not fitting.

/Slams head on desk.

 

I'm sorry about that, Marina... but I'm sure you'll still have a great time with your brother.

Aw, that's pretty awful, Steve. Get better soon! Hopefully you'll get some time to sleep...

I feel your pain- but it happens to me with the opposite- too small chest. Hopefully you'll find another cute dress that does fit!

 

I am depressed as hell today. Last night I had horrible nightmares about zombies and I feel like I didn't sleep at all. I have no appetite, and I haven't for weeks. It's like I have no will to do anything but sit and stare at the wall and think. I had a panic attack a few days ago and I'm afraid it's going to happen again. I wish this was all just in my head so I could make it stop but no matter what I do, I feel the same. It just keeps getting worse too.

 

um...you need to get out I think

I woke up feeling kinda weird too, I'm going out---alone if I have to. I just need to get away from walls and a ceiling. I'll go see kickass, my friend said it was funny.

You should come with Jack:redface:

 

Hah. I should go do something but I barely had the energy to get out of bed this morning.

 

My family is over.

Tired, stupid tradition nobody wants anymore: Sunday Family Night.

I'm in THAT MOOD where everything people do pisses me off, mostly for no reason.

 

It's not easy to try and stay optimistic all the time when sometimes the circumstances just make me want to fall asleep and forget everything. But I have to at least try to stay happy, because if I give in to an unhappy mood that's how I'll feel for the next few days- and I can't afford that right now.

 

I've got to make a decision over the next few days. Basically, I have to choose between doing something abhorrent to me but which will probably make someone's life so much better or not doing it and perhaps condemning her to something a hell of a lot worse. And if the latter happens I might be condemning myself to years of problems.

 

Hmm, I have no idea what this is you're talking about, but it seems like you should do it... Not doing it seems like it will have much worse consequences after all!
But best of luck with whatever decision you make.

 

I'll send you a PM about it, Lydia. And thanks for the support

 

Lydia, I hope you cheer up soon.

And Dante, whatever is going on, I hope you find a solution that isn't too bad. Sorry you've got this going on.