Wayfarer's Tavern

Ok, and you?

 

Seems a bit concerning Heather, I would tend to worry if something like that happened to me. I used to get terrible leg cramps as a child but luckily they went away. I do however get quivering of my muscles sometimes, quite eerie.

I am fine Sid, thank you for asking.

 

Yeah, I'm a little worried. I get similar pain to what I felt right before the cramp got really bad when I work out sometimes, so I don't know if I have some issue with my veins and that's what happened...I was in a car accident right before I turned 18 and got a really bad blood clot in my leg, so now the veins on the back of my knee and down my leg are all crazy. It's getting better, but it still feels like my leg is asleep.

Anyway, didn't mean to monopolize the thread. You may now resume your regularly scheduled program.

 

Did you ever receive any physical therapy?

Hope the leg is on the up and up soon.

 

No, I have a tendency to avoid doctors...thanks, Pallas. I think it'll be ok, just need to work out the cramp. Hopefully, anyway.

Welp, I was up at 5 this morning after being up pretty late the night before, so I'm off to bed. Night, all!

 

Have a peaceful rest Heather.

 

So, um I think I may have another wisdom tooth coming in....this would be my sixth....

I seriously question my connection to the human race, more often than I should.

 

You have so much wisdom Sid, the excess comes out in tooth form, haha.

 

I'm totally duo-screening between this place and WoW right now.
It's mildly amusing.

 

I am a 9th Level cleric of Biblibloop....(I don't expect you to get that horrid nerd joke, but if you do, more power to you.)

 

Glad to know we are some level of amusing, haha.

Seems like a fantasy rpg reference, but I'm not up to speed with most things.

Best I be heading to bed, good night gentle users.

 

Old school DND reference 2nd addition actually.

 

At this point in time, Sid, your stats read:
Location: Inferno, office 752. Take a right turn at the watercooler if you hit the bathroom you've missed it
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I found it amusing.

 

Wish i would have noticed that, ha.

 

I would have snapped a screen shot, but my internet connection is choppy and I doubt I can upload at the moment.

 

That's a drag.

 

**** man. I can't sleep. My mind won't stop moving and I know that I am becoming depressed again.

It's because of this weekend. I visited a friend who is dying from breast cancer, and I can't shake the image of her, withered and dying, from my head.

 

**** man. I can't sleep. My mind won't stop moving and I know that I am becoming depressed again.

It's because of this weekend. I visited a friend who is dying from breast cancer, and I can't shake the image of her, withered and dying, from my head.

 

Oi. Probably, a stupid question, tried to channel this into something productive? Use the emotional energy in a way that puts it out of you mind?

 

I tired, but its still there. I have a hard time dealing with death. I have known she was dying for more than a year. But seeing her... damn man. She is down to maybe 80-something lbs, and on oxygen.

I went to the kitchen to get her some water and I saw a fist-hole in the wall. I know it was from her son (they argue from time to time). I totally understood the frustration in that punch. It was less than 5 feet from her bed, and I doubt she even knows it is there.

I don't know why that is burned into my mind, but it is.

 

Went through the same sort of deal with my father few years back, Lung Cancer. It's a hard thing to see. I mean as cliche as it sounds only thing to really do, when it comes to death and losing someone is to try to silence those images of their death with what you remember from the good times.

 

I have a great-uncle who's prostate cancer has returned. His cancer cell count it waay up, but the doctors can't figure out where the source is.

My family has issues with cancer apparently (lost both maternal grandparents to cancer when I was 11-13)

I hit a new personal best in the dead lift today, didn't lift my mood at all.

 

Never gets any easier does it?

 

Nope.

I hope my mood swings back soon. It normally does, but I've had issues in the past.

 

Sorry about that, Kyle. That must be awful. It reminds me of a song called Fire and Rain by James Taylor.