What Are You Doing?

Watching Internet Today after work and food shopping. The hockey team checked out and Disney on Ice checked in. Screw you Mickey Mouse. Tired, long day at work. Just spent far to many hours then I care to admit wasting time on youtube. Had things that I wanted to...somewhat needed to...do tonight but it`s already nearing midnight. Probably gonna take some sleep aids and go off to bed.

Saw a meme somewhere about the real resolutions start Monday...figure that`s fair enough. Need just one solid week to get things started. Hopefully, tomorrow lives up to that...though I guess that`s up to me.

 

Give yourself a break. There's no other job where people insist working seven days a week is more productive than having time out occasionally.-Tenderiser The Wise

 

Writing

 

Having an anxiety attack in the middle of the night. -_-

 

Tonight is my night to wash the dishes. Oh boy!

 

Your absence has been noted and demerits have been applied. Double-secret probation from here on out, mister...

 

I go through that sometimes too, that`s rough man I`m sorry.

Sitting down and digesting my food after work. Today`s workday was.....not great emotionally or mentally .....but not in the mood to describe that. Need to process.

 

Seething at the destruction of character development on a show by said character's ridiculous ending in the show. There's no way this guy would do that. Especially after going on about all that nonsense of doing what you have to to survive.

GAH. Stupid, stupid, stupid. It's the ones we love who betray us the worst.

And with that, I'm going to write till I pass out. I wasted so much time on tv tonight.

 

Watching United get the snot kicked out of them by City so I can send commentary to my best friend via WhatsApp - she's a United fan and she's currently in New Zealand.

I am NOT a United fan, and it's a good job, because they seem to have forgotten which net they are supposed to be aiming for and it's only going to get worse from here.

 

Sitting down here after dinner, once again being distracted by youtube. Today went pretty quick and peaceful at work for once. Got off early....not sure were that time went...I mean I am, Waiting for a ride, putting uniform in the wash, making dinner for me and the four-legged ones, and etc. Just now sitting down to the computer though. Need to get up again to swap laundry and make lunch for tomorrow but....my chairs so cozy.

 

Reading a genealogy book on tracing African American ancestors for class. I now see why its so hard to trace my family back before the Civil War (if only I can get that far)

its actually a little depressing...

 

Sounds like the shit end of the stick there. Sorry guy.

 

Drinking an excessive amount, and using Microsoft Paint to tweak a would-be profile picture.

 

So I've been reading The Last Siege: The Mobile Campaign, Alabama 1865 by Paul Brueske and I came across a illustration in the book called 'Incident On Board The Octorara" in which, during the Battle of Mobile Bay, the USS Octorara was under attack by the CSS Saint Patrick.

Said image is of a poor sailor clinging to a smokestack while a legit cannon aims at him point-blank range.

I'm so sorry, I couldn't resist.

 

Depends how good the burger is.

 

Right now I am procrastinating on writing by doing research. Also got a feeling that I need to visit the lady’s room before work. That darn coffee! It tastes yummy but it makes me want to visit the lady’s room.
Well I better go to the lady’s room if I want to work soon.

 

TMI

 

RED!! So that's a moderation?

 

TMI!!!

WTMFI!!!

 

Listening to some old school Voltaire while finishing my dinner. Today started out pretty all right but started slipping from there. Really feeling the melancholy tonight. The hotel is not...it`s not the right fit...not permanently. For now though just gotta keep on keeping on. It`s 2020 new things are on the horizon.

For tonight in a bit, maybe not until nine..idk.... I`m off tomorrow and I`ve got some beers in the fridge downstairs. Bought a new game on a whim last night on steam Dicey Dungeons. Drink and play my worries away, cause I don`t gotta clock in come morning...assuming I clocked out tonight...I can`t remember if I did one way or the other. Though I did just spend the last three days thinking I lost my black light and silently panicking on my own while it had been in the office where it was supposed to be for...three days.

When I was a kid..like middle school and high school...me and my online roleplaying friends (my only friends) used to get on Tinychat (that's a relic now isn`t it?) and one of us would play a game and we`d watch, chat, and enjoy ourselves. Our own little private let's play back in the day. We invented Twitch ok! No, but I might broadcast it through Twitch and pop the link in our Discord (we still talk every day even though none of us really have the time for forum roleplays anymore...we tired it didn`t go great) Get the gang back together and crack a cold one with the boys like back in the day.


For now though i`ve gotta go switch the laundry.