I'm scared of ghosts and past lives. So I just convince myself it's a fictional character nothing more.
No it is a fictional character and nothing more , you have just convinced yourself whether consciously or subconsciously that its a ghost or a past life or similar stuff , it's not , it's a creation of your imagination and if you are having trouble distinguishing between real and not real you need urgent medical help - per the resources I and others posted above
I've been trying to be all "let's be supportive of each other and give the benefit of the doubt" in response to the Trump nonsense, but... there's a limit.
Talking about it helps. Why do I not feel the same for any other character. Why is it just this one? I also have issues with my gender identity because of him. I now see myself as male rather than female most of the time.
As someone who is fighting depression myself i'm happy to try and help someone who needs it - but as you say there are limits, and If Kacey is genuine she's been given enough resources to address her problem - its now turned into repetition of the same questions with increasing melodrama and leaves me unsure if this hasn't been a troll the whole time
The clinic isn't open on weekends. I specified this. They aren't open for appointments till Tuesday and even then I feel my GP will turn me down.
"How many psychologists does it take to change a light bulb?" "One. But the light bulb really has to want to be changed."
Mind website Samaritans Mental health/depression forums If you want to actually do something about your issue before tuesday rather than repeatedly dramatising about it on a writers forum the options are there. However I'm getting a strong feeling that you are enjoying the attention this is bringing you , and are now posting increasingly melodramatically with a diminishing degree of truth. For example you say that you are suffering gender confusion and continually think of yourself as a male , you've also said several times you feel you are 100 years old However when you signed up you were lucid enough to describe yourself as a 21 year old female (per your profile) , indicating that in fact you know these constructs are fictional products of your own imagination and are not in fact as confused as you make out on your quest for our attention.